Friday, September 18, 2009

VACATION!

YEAH! Pangkor island i'm coming~~
today will be going Pangkor.
umm, a 3days 2 nights wonderful plan.. =P
Arrrr~
long time didnt travel already.
time to BOOYAH! :)
hope everything's fine there.

God Bless You.

Friday, July 3, 2009

Nice Article yah..

明白它们,你会发现你的人生在改变^^

人之所以痛苦,在于追求错误的东西。 如果你不给自己烦恼,别人也永远不可能给你烦恼。因为你自己的内心,你放不下。

好好的管教你自己,不要管别人。你随时要认命,因为你是人。

这个世界本来就是痛苦的,没有例外的。 你什么时候放下,什么时候就没有烦恼。

每一种创伤,都是一种成熟。 当你烦恼的时候,你就要告诉你自己,这一切都是假的,你烦恼什么? 根本不必回头去看咒骂你的人是谁,如果有一条疯狗咬你一口,难道你也要趴下去反咬他一口吗?

忌妒别人,不会给自己增加任何的好处。忌妒别人,也不可能减少别人的成就。

永远不要浪费你的一分一秒,去想任何你不喜欢的人。

得不到的东西,我们会一直以为他是美好的,那是因为你对他了解太少,没有时间与他相处在一起。当有一天,你深入了解后,你会发现原不是你想像中的那么美好。 这个世间只有圆滑,没有圆满的。

不要刻意去猜测他人的想法,如果你没有智慧与经验的正确判断,通常都会有错误的。你要感谢告诉你缺点的人。 时间总会过去的,让时间流走你的烦恼吧!

不要因为小小的争执,远离了你至亲的好友,也不要因为小小的怨恨,忘记了别人的大恩。

感谢上苍我所拥有的,感谢上苍我所没有的。 当你手中抓住一件东西不放时,你只能拥有这件东西,如果你肯放手,你就有机会选择别的。

人的心若死执自己的观念,不肯放下,那么他的智慧也只能达到某种程度而已。 如果你能够平平安安的渡过一天,那就是一种福气了。多少人在今天已经见不到明天的太阳,多少人在今天已经成了残废,多少人在今天已经失去了自由,多少人在今天已经家破人亡。

恶口永远不要出自于我们的口中,不管他有多坏,有多恶。你愈骂他,你的心就被污染了,你要想,他就是你的善知识。

你不要常常觉得自己很委曲,你应该要想,他对我这样已经很好了,这就是修行的功夫。

世界原本就不是属于你,因此你用不着抛弃,要抛弃的是一切的执著。万物皆为我所用,但非我所属。

学会用理解的,欣赏的眼光去看对方,而不是以自以为是的关心去管对方。 成熟的人不问过去;聪明的人不问现在;豁达的人不问未来。

发光并非太阳的专利,你也可以发光。你可以用爱得到全世界,你也可以用恨失去全世界。 爱的力量大到可以使人忘记一切,却又小到连一粒嫉妒的沙石也不能容纳。

人总是珍惜未得到的,而遗忘了所拥有的。

c(=

Tuesday, June 2, 2009

Undang ~ XD

30/05/2009



haha. today is saturday.

have to wake up early.

need to go for the undang ceramah.

740~ XD

i go to my aunty's house.

going with...

sylvia, fionna, and hui tyng.. haha..

tat lousy koko fetch us go..

reach there already..

we meet wei min and sing han..hoho

sing han go there for pre-test i think..

hope he can pass in his driving test.. jia you! =)

then we go for the ceramah loh..

5 and a half hour ~ wah..

sibeh long..

tyng slept there lei.. hoi tired dao..

fionna and sylvia keep say tired ~ me too man :)

between that there is a break for us..

we went to the canteen lor..

aunty told me that canteen very dirty.. =.=

but.. not that dirty lah..

just.. nothing to eat one.. XD

bread.. drinks..

and those malay-ish dish with rice..

HAHA we didnt eat that for sure..

kesian me i didnt eat. drink milo panas.

with straw.. XD they dont believe i can drink without kena 烫.. =P

after the undang ceramah.. went to aunty's house..

eat the duno what super hot curry me.. plus ba zhang.. ^^

after i ate the hot curry mee my lips turned red..

just like.. 涂上口红一样.. T.T

then.. played PS with via.. watch duno what korean drama..

HOI they loveeee it. =)

`MORE TO COME! haha..

Sunday, May 24, 2009

MOST meaningful day in May

24/5/2009



today, i woke up early in the morning. about 6.30 ? =.=

looked normal ? eh sunday lah please. :P



i went to Taman Rakyat, Sri Andalas.

actually i went to accompany mummy go exercise.

what exercise you know?

爬山.. muahaha..

her friend recommended her lor.

then i kena also. haha.

ANYWAY~~ quite fun lei. ^^

and i saw many people danced exercisely together. *can understand? @.@*

the scene was so.... NICEEEEE =PP



then i went back home.

wanted to go for dharma class.

i went there since standard 3.

but i stopped last 2 years. T_T

and today i'm there again ^^

WAH~ i missed those days.



BIG NEWS.

i was listening to ONE FM.

and there was a.. a.. 单元..

to fool people one.

i'm DAMN surprise...

when i know my school's HEADMASTER,

dear DOCTOR CHIN KOK GOON,

BEING FOOLED !!!

what the hell on earth.

so happy when i know headmaster being fooled.

muahahahaha.



Afternoon.

i went to KL,

The curve, a shopping complex.

super big one.

and nice for shopping too. :D



Dad bought me to Vista.

an eye-specialised centre.

erm, there u can go surgery to cure your eye power.

not bad eh? no need to wear specs!

now my dad finished the surgery and don have to wear specs anymore XD

Another incident, i went to the toilet. MALE one.

then. a lady came in and like in a hurry.

when she saw me, she say... sorry ah. borrow a while. HAAHA.

the female's toilet nex door closed already.

luckily she went in that time.. i was washing my hand..

if not! AIKS.



Yeah! holidays are here! :)

Saturday, May 16, 2009

Kra-razy

Today..
weird.. wake up at 7..
since nothing to do..
i went n switched on my pc xD
argh.. on for 7 hours..
during exam week haha..
phew.. saw xiaoyang's blog..
he was on fly fm few days ago.. at 6am - -
quite fun when i listened to what he had spoken.. heee^^
should be go to bed..
NOO! should go and study now..
finish SS the whole day.. gosh..
crazy =]

Thursday, April 16, 2009

对不起

今天期中考,学校早一点放学,我打了通电话给他。   


我:喂,我今天比较早放学,你来载我回家好不好?   
他:好,等我五分钟。   
我:五分钟?我学校就在你家旁边耶。       
他:我总要打扮一下啊。   
我:好啦,快一点喔。       

下午2:00,太阳大的让我有种冲动想喷鼻血,我站在树荫下挥动着手,虽然没凉到哪里去,但是煽总比不煽好。       

五分钟过了,他还没来,我看看手表,有点不高兴,十分钟过了,他还没到..,该不会出了什么事吧?呸呸呸…乌鸦嘴,十五分钟过了,他总算到了。      

我:怎么这么慢?   
他一副无所谓的样子说:没啊,看个电视。       
什么?看个电视?你要不要顺便睡个觉洗个澡吃个饭再来?我没有说话,没有拿安全帽,没有上车的瞪着他。   
他:对不起。 这是他第一次对我说对不起,他是一个很大男人主义,爱面子的男生,所以他从不像女生低头说对不起,我看着他,好吧,似乎面有惭色,我带上安全帽,让他载我回家。      

他总是这样,从来不解释,不争论,不跟我吵架,只跟我说对不起,有些事,不是一句对不起就能解决的,但是他都跟我道歉了,我也就没再追究下去,他说,我是第一个让他说对不起的女生。      

认错需要很大的勇气,但是他从来都没有改进他的错误,对不起反而变成一种打发我的话。在他说第59次对不起时,我流着泪,低下头说:你不要再跟我说对不起了,如果你无法改变,就不要让我给你一次又一次的机会,相信你会改变。

他轻轻的拥着我,说了第60句对不起。     

虽然如此,他还是没有改变,不做任何的解释,我开始怀疑他是不是有事瞒着我。   

我:你最近怎么了?   
他:没有啊。   
我:那你为什么心情不好?   
他:没有啊。   
我:又是没有啊,你除了这句话以外没有别的吗?你知不知道我很担心 ,很没有安全感,你到底有没有当我是你女朋友?   
他:…对不起。   
我:我不要听你说对不起。   
我挂了电话,他也没有打来,他根本就不在乎我,也许,我们该结束ㄌ……….这是他说的第99句对不起….。   

从那天开始,我再也没有找过他,他也没有打电话给我,有时候,我会接到一通无声的电话,但是我喂了几声,就挂了,有一种直觉是他,但是他为什么都不说话?一个月之后,我按奈不住思念的心情决定到他学校找他,我在教室外东张西望的,就是没有看到他的人影,我随便抓了一个男生来问。   

我:同学,请问一下,梦伟今天有来吗?   
同学:他休学了。   
我:啊?为什么?什么时候的事?   
同学:他已经一个月没来了。   
我:…喔..谢谢。一个月..一个月没来,怎么会呢?   

我跌跌撞撞的回到家..拨他的手机:您的电话已经为您转到语音信箱,请在嘟一声…。我挂了电话,打到他家,响了好久都没有人接,怎么会?全家移民吗?他仿佛是从这世界上消失了一样,没有一点痕迹。   他该不会另结新欢了吧?我开始胡思乱想,我找不到他..,正当我烦恼的时候,电话突然响了,是阿立打来的,他是梦伟的死党也是我的好友。    

同学:喂,你还在干嘛啊?   我:什么?   
同学:ㄚ伟在医院啦。   
我:真的?他怎么了?     
同学:没有啦,他在○○医院,就是你上次住的那一家。   
我:我马上去。     
我立刻用我出生以来最大的速度飙到那家医院,在医院看到了他****和妈妈,我向他们问了他在哪一间病房之后,就急忙的飞奔而去。   

他躺在床上,眼睛看着我,没有说话,没有起床,一动也不动的。   
我:喂,你怎么了?为什么不通知我呢?     
他没有回答我,只是一直用同样的眼神看着我。   
我:回答我啊,你为什么不说话?   
他眼角留下了一滴泪,身体仿佛用了最大的力气,牵动着嘴角   
他:…对不起…。说完,他闭上了眼睛。   
我:喂,你别装了好不好,为什么要说对不起,我不要你说对不起啊,你起来啊,回答我啊。     

我哭倒在他床边,拉着他的衣服哭喊着:你为什么要说对不起,连说服我的理由都没有?我不会原谅你,你起来啊,你说对不起没有用啊,你不起来我这辈子都不会原谅你,我求求你….睁开眼睛啊…。   

这是他说的一百句对不起…一群医生和护士拉开我,开始抢救他,我全身没有力气再站起来,我的头脑一片空白,眼前一片漆黑..。   

他没有离开这个世界,只是我永远都无法触摸到他,但他有时也会在我的梦中出现,告诉我他过的好不好。   

他还是陪着我,还是活着,在我心里,他依然如昔,还是会笑着叫我咏熙,叫我老婆,只是..他不再对我说对不起了…。    

过了几个月,他妈妈来找我,给了我一个盒子,里面装的,是一百张照片,每一张照片的背面,都写着它让我生气的事情。   

第一次对不起,老婆,我今天不是故意迟到的,我也知道理由很烂,但是我真的不忍心说实话,我在出门前突然心脏绞痛,但是我已经尽量赶了,原谅我好吗?第二次对不起?老婆,我……….   第三次对不起,老婆,我…   …………………………..   ……………………….   ……………….   …………….   ………..   ………   …..   

第一百次对不起,老婆,我不是狠心要丢下你,只是上帝似乎不给我这个机会让我爱你一辈子,为你带上戒指,你是我第一个让我说对不起的女孩,也是我第一个想共度一生的女孩,原谅我不能给你幸福,我会化作天使,守护着你,看着你得到幸福,答应我,别哭,我不要看到你为了我憔悴流泪的样子,我爱你。bye 梦伟    

我怎么可能不哭,你的要求太严苛了,最后一张照片,是他在医院理拍的,照片上他笑的很灿烂,他变的好瘦,脸色好苍白,但是他还是露出了笑容,拍这第  一百张照片。     

在他最虚弱罪痛苦的时候,我没有陪着他。   

对不起。   

我抱着他的照片,泪流不止!!

Saturday, March 28, 2009

Guess what title =D

Ohmygosh, yesterday night, about 7pm+, my friend sms-ed me and asked, wanna go sing k tomolo ? what what 10 to 2 rm12.. Hell, so funny...
kay lor. i didn't think much. don't want reply. i mean, replied late. and that time he was like, sleeping or what (=.=) phoned me and asked again. kay la... 去拉去啦...

Morning. wake up at about 930+. AHA. so late. 10am start? don't care. continue sleeping. xD

but a while only lah. Zzzz. suddenly, he phoned me again. haha. telling me that 2 more friends going. Ohh, fine. i don't want go-with-you-only. always ask me go out one. zzz. i want to be a good boy stay at house also cannot. HEHE.

Time passed with many legs. damn fast. Anyway, i reached jusco like about... 12???

my both friends took bus here. aiyah, so pityful.. T.T.. but nevermind lah, want play then must sacrifice bit bit. :) funny friends.

He reached too. waited me in popular. HOI. we went to play car racing. DON'T KNOW why i will lose. (=.=) maybe i put water. should be i think. =D

aiyoh. so sien. walked to green box. at first we thought the time can't suit the price anymore. WHO KNOWS! can wor. hahaha. till about like.. 3pm arh?

Yay! we went inside. longtimedidn'tgo inside alreadyler. mad like hell. walk super fast. ROOM11! reached. err, i think biing jye mentioned b4 that he never been to a ktv b4. haha. his first time gave me. (=.=)

OMG. i never know that they were so INSANE and CRAZY and HIGH and SAMPAT? and whatsoever. siaos. chorhong keep shouting when he was singing. HAHAHAHAHHAA. kinda behtahan. i laugh till like... face on the sofa.

and another two crazy ppl. kinda paiseh. but they haven't 爆发 only. Don't judge a book by its cover. not bad lah their singing. im quite generous i think. :)

gonna reached 3pm!! the second last song, i chose 'It's my life' by Bonjovi. I love that song! =)

LOL. they finally 爆发。 this time not only one, everyone was shouting there like hell, including me. hehe ^^

and the stupid kashing turned the volume of the music to the max. WOH. 大声到..

the last song was.. Low by florida ft t-pain. OMG. chorhong!! hahaha. i can't stop laughing. dancing there like, siao lang. until leaned himself on the screen. haha. i was rolling and laughing on the sofa. luckily didn't take any photo that time. =X

went out to toilet. saw my friend. haha. i asked where's her girlfriend. and he showed me. but i didn't see clearly. XD
After that, went to Padini. wah. cheap man. my friend wanna buy present for his friend. guess what he bought? earrings. er, speechless. X)

then, walked back home. gonna go for swimming at club at 7pm. wah. i swam myself there. how many laps ah... forgotten. gonna improve. =)

Earth Hour 830 to 930!!! my family and I went out for dinner. and i remembered to switch off all the lights in the house. yeah, did earth hour. hahaha. so nice. =D

Quite tired, so went to bed when reached home. =)


Here's encore!





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跳到 sofa 上面 high... (=.=)